what does it mean to be like pisces exactly...? I wonder tho if it's even worth going with what she says since she's pretty solid on the whole "not interested in me" deal even tho I'm her "ideal type" when she thinks about it.. but doesn't see it in person... like, wtf.?

thanks for the feedback thus far tho, i'll look into it.

"also in my experience, scorpio women love alcohol ...love to drink ... bust out some good red wine ... a nice zinfandel for example" ...

Oh yeah...Well, I'm a whisky girl if I drink at all and if I were to do drugs it would be cocaine, marijuana numbs the sex drive and decreses the energy level... *smile* and also it makes you munch and gain weight...

"i should like you, but I don't know why I don't... blah blah".
Is it possible that because you started as friends and stay friends for all this time she is simply seeing you as a friend. Maybe is she hesitating about you couse you are too accessible,approachable to her, and sence youre say each other everthing, there is no more mystery part . Because i cant tell that for sure about her , but scorpio woman tend to fall on a guy who is a bit a mystery, or unreachable, or someone who is hard to figure out. Couse they like intrigue.

Keep her away from your friends...;)

Actually, that's sort of a lie... I really don't wanna give up... but isn't it just pathetic if I keep pursuing a girl who told me that she doesn't think I should pursue her anymore since I'm wasting my time and money on her and she doesn't think her feelings will change anytime soon. Although, we were getting along before I left her alone for about two weeks (I was busy), she suddenly had a huge turnaround when I saw her again....

So far tho, my mind tells me to give up, but my heart is adamant on not giving up ever(yay scorpio passions).

Thanks for the encouragement, I do have lots of hope.. but i think i'm learning to temper my emotions for now (since I need to focus on school and also don't like banging my head against the wall with no result). So far, we've seperated into two different sections of the school and have heavily conflicting schedules. I have to make efforts to see her (which i did recently) and we seem to get along real well. We keep isolating everyone again when we do come together (in our own little world.. to the point that we ignore everyone else in our interactions). She seems to be attracting even more guys and there's alot more of them around her... my slight insecurities tell me to worry but in the end i know better. Our birthdays are one day after another so ended up doin karaoke with everyone. Noticed that she avoided me the whole time, and would sit near the other guys that has a thing for her, even going as far as to lean her head on their shoulder (made me a little sad and jealous, but meh, i got over it). But when I took her out to give her my share to pay for the booze, she freaked out cuz she thought I was going (still lost on that... really weird reaction). I had to tell her right away that I was just giving her the money before I forget (was drinking heavily). We had our little flirt sessions again (apparently, it appears to the others she's mad at me when we do that), but for some reason, we had our little "understanding" that we're just playing around with each other). Gave her a big hug, before we parted ways... Unfortunately, I still don't think we're "in love".. it really feels like its a one way thing...

Ah well... I'm really daring when i need to be, so if the time's right, I think i'd go for it...